Friday, December 11th, 2009
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6:55 pm - Important!
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So today I found out a few important things. They are of such grave import that I must tell everyone about them. First off, there is still a Black Knight. Yes, the noble of both fear and mockery does truely exist. They are currently onto the 29th incarnation of the Knight of Glin, Sir Desmond FitzGerald who was born in 1937. The other piece of important news is that despite his years and his wife he has yet to produce a son, having had three daughters. At this point in his life he is very unlikely, without the assistance of science, to produce a male heir who will carry on the title of Knight. By the way, the line and position has never been refered to as "Sir Desmond" when in the presence of other nobility. The current Knight of Glin has always been called Knight. Seems rather amazing to me. Anyways, that is the news I found out. I worry for the line of the Black Knight. The White Knight line became extinct and it seems this one will too. Le-sigh
current mood:  sad
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Saturday, December 5th, 2009
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8:37 am - Bits and pieces of a dream
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Been awhile since I had the chance to sit down and type out the images in my head so I hope I can do this fast enough before the images turn into vapor. To start out it seems that "magic" is real in the world. I state it thus cause it's not magic in the traditional sense but more rewriting reality by bits and piecs, like Mage or Nightwatch. Shit, already having trouble recalling things. Sometimes I think my brain does that to hide something from me.
Anyways I am apparently a great will force, though still kept in check by forest spirits. Especially a Spider one who caught me, wrapped me up, and was planning to fear me to it's children. The only way I got out was annoying Beetle to such a degree that he came fought Spider to get me. I was able to get free during the fight and helped Spider defeat Beetle. After it was done Spider agreed to let me go but I still had to do him a favor, which was blow up the Autozone could be seen through all the trees. I agreed and suddenly a gas truck swerves and hits the store and goes boom with everyone able to get out somehow.
It was then that Spider was replaced by this girl I was with and we continued on our quest. There were some akward things that happened that I can't really grasp right now but eventually we found the book we needed from the college library that was hidden there. The problem was we found it two days late and I had no way to go back through time. That is until I felt someone start to shift through time and grabbed him through the ether and pulled him to the girl and I.
He explained that he could time shift but only two hours backwards or forwards and it took a week to recharge but would be willing to help if he could. So with that I pulled out my knife and cut open the sleeve on his right arm so I could see his forearm. It was then he changed his mind about helping but I wasn't listening. There were small circular scars all over his arm, like scarred bug bites, so I drug the knife to a few of them based off of some magical calculation I had done and suddenly got thrown back into my waking body. So now I'm here. Bookless and womanless. And yes, I looked around my room for them. Ha
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Thursday, December 3rd, 2009
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7:57 pm
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So it seems like it has been forever and a day since my last post. I would go and check but really not caring that much right now. Which is true about most things these days. I was feeling a little low before Thanksgiving and after having gone home I now feel very low. All the things I joined the Army for are happening without me. Job offers coming left and right where there were none before. And things I actually want to do, which is odd in it's self. Instead I'm trading off for a possible future and crazy ventures dreamed up between my battle buddies and I.
Ok, very distracted and can't remember where I was going with that thought. Sorry, these days my mind tends to wander. It's this training we are going through. It turns the brain into mush. And not even good mush. Like second-hand third-world mush. If only I could just take time to recoup. Both my body and my mind as both are now broken. Sad thing is that I don't have time to heal up either parts for a long time. And like anythign broken, when pushed it just gets more and more broken. Yeah me.
So much I wish to type here just to be able to say it out loud, as it were, but none of these thoughts can really be made manifest into words. And even the ones that can be aren't really good for people here to see. I don't know what is a sign of more, the fact that I do things that I know others won't approve of and do not care or that I don't fully trust those around me to know the things that run through my head and the spots where I my fingerprints have been left. Some day we will do.
Well I think I'm done for now. Back to bednad thinking of things and people I shouldn't. I should never have asked. One day I will learn. Just... not anytime soon.
current mood: exhausted
current music: Mastodon - Oblivion
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Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
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3:05 am
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Tonight I had a dream that I kept waking up from. Well, that isn't exactly right. At the begining I was in this world but something about it seemed wrong so I fell down to go to sleep where I was standing and as soon as I hit ground I "woke up" in another world. I kept doing this over and over, waking up in different places, different lives, and different situations trying to find the one that felt right. It wasn't until the fourth "wake up" that I was waking up as different people, taking over their lives. Going from person to person to find what felt good even with the knowledge it wasn't me that the life was for.
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Saturday, October 3rd, 2009
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9:50 am
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So I took a personality test and this is what it has to say. Sadly it is too close to the real answer and makes me want to slap a piece of code. ""Feels that nothing can upset him or phase him and..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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Sunday, September 13th, 2009
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2:56 am
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So odd things that have happened since I have gotten to smart school. Drinking with Danny Trejo. Random drunken limo rides. Watching a friend getting bit by a Mexican. My roommate massages a very large Marine. Someone accidently set on fire because they were trying to ligh their lighter to cheer on a musician. So damn odd.
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Tuesday, September 8th, 2009
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3:56 pm - Too many thoughts...
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Of women from the past. Of friends from the past. Of those who have managed to bring hatred out in me. Ghe plus side of the military is the mindset of some people. Especially those who are combat certified and ready to train at all times. Makes for a good stress relief. But it cast a sad shadow on my actions to think that those people bring about that reaction, no, that need. When nothing is solved. My friend and finish and go about our ways. I limp. I ache. I cry. I go through the thought process again tomorrow. All because I can't turn my back on people. Those who have taken nothing but steps from my side for years and still I call to them. Still I wait. And still I burn.
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Thursday, September 3rd, 2009
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6:33 pm - The mind....
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Ever been in a situation that was so stressfull that you just NEEDED a cigarette? Bad blood with friends, disturbing news, or just going through something dramatic? Well I had that kidn of moment, but not how you think. Remember, I'm not that plain. I had a dream that was so real and so stressfull I woke up saying "Damn, I need a cigarette". My roommate just looked at me and said ".....But you don't smoke." I could only answer "I know!"
Aside from that army schoolin' is going ok. Not the highest average in class but damn close. Guess I could get the highest if I actually studied. May have to learn how to do that. Just take time away from my busy schedule of doing things I probably shouldn't. Still trying to find a way to stop going after people I shouldn't. Long road that.
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Sunday, July 26th, 2009
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1:06 am - Passed Basic Training
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Saturday, January 24th, 2009
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11:39 am - Black DYNAMITE!
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7:17 am - I gots a new job
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Saturday, January 17th, 2009
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9:01 am - Help me win a contest?
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http://www.hookahgiveaway.com
Alright everyone, this one is an easy one. I just need all of you to sign up for this one simple site, sign on once, and forget about. Or become more active in it if you like. On the first of Feb I will either bless you or curse you, haha. Simply put Gas Station Guru in the "How did you hear about Hookah Giveaway?" field when you sign up, and thats it! Oh please, oh please, oh please, oh please. Haha
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Thursday, December 25th, 2008
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6:52 am - Mel's engaged
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008
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11:31 am - Less pixelized picture of my tattoo
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Friday, December 12th, 2008
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6:39 am - Stolenness
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1. Put your iTunes/iPod/whatever music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Shut Up And Drive - Deftones
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
7 Words - Deftones
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Just Pretending - Mushroomhead
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Kill Tomorrow - Mushroomhead
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
People=Shit - Slipknot
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Under My Skin - Mudvayne
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Flow of Scotland - Alestorm
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Paperdoll - Kittie
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Through Glass - Stone Sour
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Love's Tragedy Asunder - Demons and Wizards
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
A World So Cold - Mudvayne
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sleeping Giant - Mastodon
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hunting Song - Korpiklaani
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Here In My Room - Incubus
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Killers Are Quiet - Slipknot
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Can't Even Breathe - Deftones
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Wenches and Mead - Alestorm
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Into The Darkness - Kittie
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
My Damnation - Static X
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Before I Die - Mushroomhead
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Hell and Consequences - Stone Sour
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Black and White - Static X
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Wait and Bleed - Slipknot
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Do What You Do - Mudvayne
(Worst part, that song does piss me off right now)
Any comments? Hehe
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2008
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7:06 am - AWESOME
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So tonight at work as random on an entire new level. When people ask my why I work the night shift I normally don't have a good answer, but I had one tonight. A customer came in telling her husband that he had to get rid of "it" and then she looked to me and said that I would probably take "it". The item in question turned about to sword below. The guy was digging a ten foot hole in his backyard and on the last scoop came up with the sword. The face was too satanic for the wife so she wouldn't let it in the house. More than likely it just got washed out of someone's house but the story is cool enough, a satanic visage bearing sword unearthed and given to me. Can't stop smiling, heh. Great weight, sharp blade, and sturdy build. Oh yeah.......
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Monday, November 24th, 2008
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8:42 am - HOLY CRAP ON A CRUTCH
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Sunday, August 31st, 2008
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8:01 am - A first.....
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Last night something happened that has never happened before. Now as some of you know, I work the graveyard shift at a gas station. What some may also know is that my brain shuts off at that point and the concept of shyness flies right out the window when dealing with the opposite sex, as opposed to the rest of the day. Now if a cute girl comes in I can usually think of something to say to get her interested in me, if not atleast think I'm funny in a weird way. But last night a girl came in and I was at a complete loss as to what I could do. Not one thought in my head other then ".....wow." She's was VERY attractive. She was certainly one of the nicest customers I have had. And she was utterly and completely deaf.
Now through my life I have made an interest in learning pick up lines, often crude, in a multitude of languages. And while I do have one in ASL, just in case, my mind shut off that section of the brain for this girl. I couldn't even be crass! Now sadly with the way I talk it makes it hard for the hearing impared to read my lips. Luckily since she was just buy things behind from behind the counter and not discussing politics with me there was little lip reading and much guessing on my part as to what she wanted. Luckily my skills at pantomime nothing to laugh at and I was able to get her what she wanted without delay. All the while my brain going "Something! Think! Of! SOMETHING!". But I couldn't. No way I could ask a girl out, maybe by getting her e-mail address since I can't call her, and go on a date where she acts out everything and I talk really slow and exagerated like she's a child. While I would like to see her again (doubtful as I never saw her before) it seems like any avenue would be bad. Maybe I'm thinking too much about all of this. Too much about her. Maybe I need to start learning sign.
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Monday, August 18th, 2008
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5:48 pm - The Idea....
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Monday, August 11th, 2008
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9:24 pm - New ideas
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1. Working year round at a resort.
2. Working on a cruise ship.
3. Opening a Texas Saloon in England
Feed back requested.
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